I feel myself as a failure,
I can never do anything,
Even if I do something, I'll get it wrong =X
Its always like that.
I hate this.
I really do.

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Okay erm, just bloggin since I'm hella bored =X
Changed skin again lol.
I like this one too, except the tagboard won't stay in the middle!!
Anyways I don't care so much already =X
Erm then its like I have been watching D-Gray Man for the past few days.
The show is like so nice =D
And the war between yx and alicia has been going on for some days already.
Erm yeah obviously needless to say I standing on whose side lah, you want find reason go gen's blog. Make you read until you rendered speechless. LOL.
So yeah thats all I have to say...Damn damn damn bored.
And the openning I got inspiration from somebody hehe...Thks arhs =D

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Erm, i feel like closing down the blog or something,
no mood to post at all, somemore its like my posts are boring and my tagboard is dead.
lalala~ I shall leave it as it is until i feel like it, maybe i will reply tags, provided some ppl tag -.-
tata for now.
Who knows, maybe u see my new post tml, next week, a few months, a few years?
God knows.

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Siians, I was finding blogskin then find until like that, tml then i find/edit the blogskin, so yeah kays good nites all.
Dun feel like posting what happened these few days lol.

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Changed skin, hmm...suits the feeling I'm feeling now hehe,
But well change next time if i feel like it, cuz its not fullscreen!! lol. =X
I going to change my link address oso.
Link me, spread and thks.

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Gaahhs...
Dunno why today like damn...emo? hmm...not that word. =X
Yea maybe its emo, my heart feels so freaking heavy.... =X
Maybe its something I seen,on someone's blog... Ughhh... Yes i am petty, fucking stupid, eat lots of vinegar. So be it.
[ bangs wall ]
Siian, i just hope something can happen to make my heart feel lighter =X
Stupid post, yes i know -.-

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Lols, okay sunday went for concert then i only decided to post today hahas.
But then like who cares, like anyone will read my posts like that , hell boring lol.
I type oso dunno for what, for my own enjoyment? =X
I must be sick lol.

Erm anyways their band played DAMN WELL in the esplanade.
Their dynamics were good, I liked their band because of that, even though in such a "big" place they played such a variety of dynamics and still could be heard, pros i must say.
And the songs they played were not bad too, very nice =D
Oh and btw if anyone was wandering who i went with, it was with amirul, zhafri, hx, nicholas, and we met jonathan, celestine, joelle, and gillian there.
After the concert we went seperately but still end up in swensens lol.
Ever since i went to secondary school, i started to dine in expensive restaurents lol.
Well i guess thats a good thing, isit? o.o
Anyways that done we went back, yeah i know couldnt help falling asleep but got reason why i wanted to sleep anyways, i tink hx knows lol.
Unless she forget wad i told her then nvm.
So went back nothing special happened lerhs.

Monday was okay larhs, the home econ practical cooked siew mai lol.
Together with zheng rong, they taste delicious with the soy sauce, must thank zheng rong for the effort he contributed, couldnt have done it without him, but he could have done it without me.

Tuesday erm elections results were announced, "somebody" told me a few posts beforehand but whatever lah, still thanks for telling me =D
Ayways back to topic, i want to congrats everyone who got a post !!
Yay -claps-
Jia yous hors, then i have a feeling the sec 1s are going to hate me =X
Cuz its like they vote for pher to be either band or drum and she didnt get any, so...erm yeah =X
Okays gtg lerhs. bye peeps.

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Okay fine lah i know a lot of you keep asking me to post so here is your much anticipated post lah -.-
Mon:
Went for jr. band, watch them do drills, lol.
Very funny =D
But okay lahs, sec1 mahs, not bad lerhs,
Jys juniors =P
Tues:
Elections lol. Compared to last year's, this year's was way way way weird.
Yea the results were okay I guessed, I mean i knew it was going to turn out this way sorta, but they would announce it on next tuesday, so yeah other ppl will update sure de. So can go their blogs check for details, eg. Hui xiu, lol.
Wed:
Cant really remember what happened, gona skip this day =P
Thurs:
Cant really remember too so skip this day as well lol.
Fri:
Had sectionals, lol. Damn funny.
Our new captain was a bit late, but okays I mean we dun mind at all do we? =P
June said I was a wondering soul cuz i didnt talk to the juniors well, okay lah, im not that types who start a conversation unless i really want to =P
Its hard to get me talking to strangers unless I want haha.
Not that i dun want to talk to you, i oso dunno why sia , hmm im strange lol.
Sat:
Had band in morning damn damn damn early. And it felt so long way way way long.
Lols, anyways after that went to Ming rui's birthday.
Havent seen jody in a while alredi lol, she is the same except less violent? lol.
But still got violence, haha, but i tink its usual? lol.
I mean for now all the gals seem to be violent HAHA!!
Anyways. played mahjong then psp then went to lan then come back play psp play laptop head home. lol.
It was okay lah, love the laptop mans T_T It was darrel's one. lol.
Okays tml going for concert, i have a feeling theres not going to be enough seats, oh well dun cares, after that if not enough sure go shopping or sth de.
Kays finish posting.
There people, "man yi le bah?" lol.

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Okay its been a long time since I posted, yes I know.
Besides since its late already, i will make a quick post and head off to sleep.
On Friday, it was Sarimah's last day with us cause her sch is starting, and Hansley came to teach too, why, thats a surprise too isn't it.
Well I learnt how to play showdown a bit, so I guess its pretty much worth even though the saxophone section left 1hr later then the actual dismissal time cause...erm...its complicated lol.
Okay then at the end of sectionals, Sarimah gave us chocolates, omg they are still in my bag, i tink melted and squished already! >.<
Okay so after that was supposed to go to watch concert at VCH.
1st time there leh!! =D
That place looks old, lols.
But nonetheless, the perfomance was great =D
I loved carman fantasy and selections from "grease".
Woo, nice songs =D
And after that went to eat luhs, erm ate at BK. Damn sian, but cause i was dam hungry no choice luhs. =X
Tried tendergrill for the 1st time sia lol, not bad. o.o
So we went home after that luhs, I reached home around 11.50am?
Lol, i was wondering wad would happen if i wore my sch uniform back home around 12am hahas.
Okay in case you were wondering, the poeple who went to the concert were me, amirul, mutiara, hui xiu, elieen, zhafri, izzat, zakir. We met Nic, nisa and grace at the MRT station when we almost went back.
Okay so that day whole day never use comp so if anyone was wondering why i never online the whole day, thats the reason. (Besides i tink no one noticed i wasnt online the whole day anyways =X)
Okay lets move on to saturday then.
I had to attend 2 birthdays today.
Erm, 1st one was John's. Second was Brendan.
Okay John's party, spammed dota lol. And ate lots of fried stuff yea =D
Then after that went to Brendan's party, mahjong, 1st game i sat down play, won 20bucks le. Wanted to stop going but its so tempting, then my 2 red notes become 1 red 1 green. But nevertheless i still won =D
So quite happy about it lols.
Erm nothing much after that lols.
So erm going sleep now, its freaking late lerhs, 2.30am 1st time use until so late sia, if my mum wakes up now im so like going to die lahhs.
Okay good nites all =D

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