Today was quite nice bahs.
Okay had band in the morning, then ran around getting the tutors to sign the form. Was my 1st time and I screwed up, ayes...
Failure sia me =X
Anyways, after that I was practicing baritone, cause Izzat never come. Cause Mr Wong said if no bari, he wants to see bari, so what to do? Hahas, but bari not bad uhs.
Cause I can play some parts of deep purple already, and procession a bit cause I played for westwood, merry widow a bit messed up I think hahas. Anyways band was quite nice bahs, except I'm super duper uber FLAT. -.- I seriously have no idea why.
Okay then after band went to eat at BK, Mutiara suddenly cried ( Yay I'm telling the whole world Mutiara cried, nice one ehs) Okay, cause of some matter that she scared her mum would scold her? I think, mm...
Then she was like back to normal within minutes -.-"
Oh wells, then went to bueno vista -.-
Moe there LOL. Retarded rights, but nvms. Went to ACJC.
Super fun, enjoyed myself totally hahas. I seriously wish there will be another workshop like this heh. Took photos with the speaker, mm... Lazy post ah. =)
Okay after that went back to pasir ris, but before that huixiu ask me scratch her hand cause itchy ah -.- Then I scratch, I already warned her liao, but you know lah, she this type of people, *shakes head* LOL.
kay lah kay lah, dun *coughscoughs liao.
Lets see trained back to pasir ris, freaking crowded ride, till the passengers changed train hahas. Then played Dj max 1 on Gillian's psp. LOL. I like erm.. left Renee in awe yayness~ At least I'm better than her in something @__@
But before that I was like emo-ing, looking at the window, keep thinking of you. Tskk, so evil cans, everytime make me think of you one >.< Miss you like siao =X
Nvms, went to eat at Mac.
OMG LAHS, I had lunch and dinner, both also fast food, and you know what? My ulcer is hurting like mad and seriously, my mouth feels so pain when-ever I move my tongue -.-
Oh well, nvms, no one cares anyways hahas, then after that went home in Gillian's mum's car. LOL. Her car got style sehs haha. Eh thanks ah. =)
So to round everything off...

Sorry huixiu, for scratching your hand until THAT condition >.<

Thanks Gillian for asking your mum send me home, help me say thanks to your mum too, but I dun think you'll visit my blog anyways hahas

Yeah, and finally thank you so much for coming online while your mum's sleeping, felt so happy even though it lasted for like less than 15mins? hahas, I appreciate it a lot...

Iloveyou =)

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爱一个人不是因为一时的冲动，也不是一时的决定。
爱就是缘分的结果。

因为缘分的开始，
就是让两个不同世界的人，
在同一个地方，聚在一起，
在同一个时间，喜欢上对方，
在同一个生命中，爱上彼此。

Seems so true...
And holidays are going to start...
She can't come out at all, I guess...
So I can't see her for very long...
And I will miss her like crazy...
1 week is a long time, seems like forever...
I just wish time will hurry up...
How I wished I could turn back the clock and relive the moments again...
And cherish everytime that I was with her, and made the best of it...
Ayes...

I'll miss you...

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I know this title is stuuupid. But its too weird for me NOT to think this way. 3 August, the day when I first held her hand, the feeling was beyond what you have ever experienced. Its like you ate something so sweet that your jaws keep remain in a smiling position and you would keep replaying the flashbacks of what happened over and over again, and keep smiling to yourself. That's happiness, at least for me... That day, at night, its the 1st time her mum called me, was shocked, scared. Fear got me. It took me 1-2 days to realize that it was foolish of me to think that way. But whatever the cause, it happened on the day we 1st held hands. Next, yesterday. I went on a mad running spree. Saturday waited for her after cg. She said she wanted to go walkwalk in whitesands, but nobody pei her. So I went, however, she needs to bring her zr back so yeah nvms. Pei-ed her back then went off, the next day, Sunday. I went to wait for her at TM, since she had cg practice somewhere near there. I waited for her, 1hr 30mins. Then took the mrt back to pasir ris, then took the bus to tamp, where her tution was. Walked her all the way to tution. Needed her to push me away to get me going off... But I was happy cause I saw her smile... It meant that I did something that made her happy... So I was happy too... Later that evening had dinner with her, however her mum called me right after that, I rejected her calls, she took her phone, her's phone, her papa's phone, her bro's phone, her house phone and called me. I rejected it all. I some-what knew that she would be crying... And I'm not going to be so foolish go think 1-2 days, when I saw her, I instantly got the answer. So, her mum calls me whenever I'm happy with her. I am very totally ____ up. This post is just to say some weird stuff which in the end means repeating my past post ughs.

I love you, I'll always standby you no matter what happens kays? Please don't cry. It hurts me a lot, its something that I'll never tell you, and its something that you will never know, cause I don't think you'll be reading this..
Anyways, I just hope you'll really tell me your problems even though I know I am a stuuupid counseller. I never say comforting stuffs or provide shitty ideas, I just hope, I won't be left out...
And share your burden, not just watch you carry it alone...

And I finally know the feeling, how painful it is...
To wait for an sms or a msn message that will never come...

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Yoyo, long time never post le. Not say busy, should be lazy to post bahs haha. Shall make this a short one, lazy to remember what happened a few days back (10) lol. Erm...lets see, saturday, woke up early in the morning, round 7++? Its freaking early cause its a Saturday morning haha. Then yunxuan wanted to go white sand walkwalk then no one pei her, so I went uhs, cause someone too busy cooking dunno what ah, dun even know edible a not heehs. Then she told me need to bring her zr home, so cannot go walkwalk, will bang into a lot of people, besides carrying the thing for long period of time also will get tired one mahs haha. So she told me dun wana go le, then just took the bus back with her to her house, talked a lot of weird weird stuff on the way, then eventually reached. Said bye and then went home. Next day, Sunday, Today. LOL. Erm... lets see, morning needed to wake someone up, then gave her morning call. 3 times then woke up le, fast sehs, some more silent mode hahas, light sleeper? =P Voice very cute uhs heh. Then she was late for like 30mins?++ Then the boos also more late haha nice one. So yeah, I went to tamp wait for her around 12. I rotted there for 1hr++ until her combine ended. Cause she told me 12 finish mahs, so I went there at 12 lorhs, oh well nvms heh. After that took MRT back to pasir ris, then took 12 to her tution place. Talked a lot on the bus as well. Then walked her to her tution place, heehs. Then on the way down met weijie haha. Oh well, then went back home. After that round 5 I left the house, went to fetch her from tution again, but got traffic jam, when I reached her block downstairs she already reached home, so I went back. Wasted trip, but nvms. =) Then later going to go out and eat with her lols. Run out again weee~ This is not fun, but I like the feeling =) Hope this answers your question. But still, it is fun when you're around hahas.

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Just wanted to let you know...

I know I didn't give you any presents or cards or flowers and it may appear I'm not making a big deal out of our anniversary, but I really do care about it, but its hard to tell I know. I didn't give you presents, cards or flowers because of your mum. What if she found it? I don't want to go through that period anymore. I don't want to see you crying rivers. My heart aches, I know I don't show it. I wanted to meet you outside, like catch a movie, but both of us know that your mum wouldn't allow, and she would definitely know something is going on. I really like just want to hug you and wish you a happy anniversary, but I couldn't do this because I'm scared of your mum? Because I'm too shy? No, I think is because I'm scared that you will think I'm lame or stupid if I gave you stuffs. I really just want to hug you, you know. Really. I know this post may mean nothing, but I just wanted to make it a point to let you know, I really love you. Happy anniversary and I'm sorry if I have not been your ideal boyfriend like what your friends have. I'm very sorry. But my love for you is still the same.
I love you.

Wanted to write this in another language, but the translation no good ahs -.-"
So instead of you not being able to make sense of what the hell I was writing, I thought i just write it in English haha. I know this is just words, no action, maybe you don't even care what I write, you just want something other than words. How much I'll like to give you that... But what..? And how...?

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Happy 3rd month anniversary! je t'aime =)
I know I didn't give you anything, I may seem like a heartless/don't care or anything bad you can name it, boyfriend lahs, but...
Never mind, excuses won't help anyways, I'll tell you my reasons later.
Happy 3rd Month Anniversary~
私は愛する

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As requested by some people, I will TRY TRY TRY my very best to make this a wordy post. I don't really actually they read my posts though lols. Anyways, not really in the mood to post such long ones, kinda tired hurhur, so I'll see what I can do lol.
Lets start with NDP, erm morning, woke up at 4.30!! Freaking early omg I know heh. Then since there was NO bus that early, I had to walk to school -.-" Yeah I know, you must be thinking I sot liao right, cause like who the hell would wake up at 4.30 with an empty stomach and walk for like don't know how far to how far -.-" Okay and my father took his company bus about the same time I started walking, and guessed what? I reached white sands faster then him omg -.- Then after I reached, saw george with his friend, dunno the name ps haha. Then erm, jekee and huixiu late as usual -.-" Mac wasnt open, so had to settle for instant noodles, then when I saw jekee bought his sandwhich I rather ate that lorhs, cause the instant noodles suck can -.- Taste so bland =x Okay then like we were late, yayaya, scold scold scold, lazy type out lahs, lol. Then hentak dunno how long lah, then okay carry instruments, whatever, then I took a new reed, different size. Gawd. I was squeeking like a mouse can >.< Renee told me not to grip so hard, but I was even touching the mouthpiece alreadY!! -.-" Ahh, dunno lahs, and it feels so weird, not touching my instrument for a few days, I mean i think im starting to miss it even though i didnt play it for 2 dayS? I feel very "bu zi zai" lol. Oh wells, then the national day okay bahs, almost like last year? Then its like the fancy drill, the NPCC did very nice and well organized lol. So yeah they deserve to win, then the mascot, all look so funny, haha, I like the torch =) Okay, then yunxuan was like sitting behind us lol, then the ug like keep blocking my view, so bad rights zzz... Oh well, then at the end of the performance rush in like last year, and amazingly i actually danced can. LOL. At least a bit lah, but lets just say I'm different from last year, I changed a lot =) I dunno whether its good or bad though hurhur. Okkay then went back to band room, lots of stuff happen, wonder if the saxophone juniors can recognise my hand writing, hmmm guess not, oh wells, then yeah ended the day, then just went to eat blahblahblah, then at home liao, dunno do what forget le. Heehs, okay then at night yunxuan told me she wanted to watch fireworks, so obviously i wanted to pei her right, then jekee and huixiu also came along, yeah so everything happened on saturday, off to the next chapter~

Saturday, okkay morning woke up, dunno what happened, forgotten le, then went off to meet them, and as usual AGAIN, huixiu was late. -.- Okkay so yeah, boarded the train, hmm, was sleeping then i dunno who go pull my hair, like very fun like that -.- Okay yeah, then obviously i dun dare sleep already lol. So just stay awake, anyway its almost reaching ler. So when we reached, i dunno why lah, I was super quiet lol. Yunxuan was too, I wanted to ask her why, but its like i know she wun tell me anything so i didnt ask =x And yeah, walked up and down up and down the place, then after that settled down for satay, and drinks. -.- yunxuan never eat anything, tskk =X Then went to the memorial and waited for the fireworks to start, damn funny when we were there. 1st its like there was this tree blocking our view, then we cannot see properly already, then it started raining, yunxuan brought an umbrella, then its like obviously the 2 girls use, then after a while, there was an indian couple i think, who sat beside me. Then they kept coming closer so i like just shifted in hurhur,then my arm was practically touching her arm already, and cause she wasnt wet from the rain, felt so warm cans hah. Anyways. its just like after a super long time, some people from china, sat down then they hold the umbrella up, so now the 2 girls, cannot see anything, then huixiu and yunxuan was like "tsktsktsk" "move your umbrella away" whatever lah -.- Then the guy, from china noticed, but he did not dare to tell the aunties, lol. Think he scared, then its like the aunties look as us, fierce look, but like its their fault, fierce what fierce siolzx -.- We came here 1st what, but being such a nice person as i am, i didnt voice my opinion out. =) Not like some people *coughscoughs* tskk. Oh wells, then it took huixiu or jekee, forgotten liao a super long time that we were sitting very close lorhs -.- Then she act in the same way as cheryl lol. Okay lah, then was the fireworks, lahlahlah, blahblahblah, then after it was freaking crowded lol. It was nice the fireworks, then we went to pizza hut lol. Ate a lot, crapped a lot as well haha. Then did a lot of stuff lah, then on the way back, its like keep holding hands, lol. Then yeah, when reached pasir ris, sent yunxuan back home, super duper scary. LOL. I was like sneaking instead of walking already -.- Scared her mum waiting downstairs for her, but she wasnt, so like yeah, walked her there then went home. When i reached home it was bout 12? Then my mum scolded me but not really lah, just tell me next time dun so late go home, haha. then yeah when reached home, bathed, hit the sack. LOL. Next day, sunday.

Sunday, today was supposed to meet huixiu at 1.45 at ws. In the end i was late worszx, 1st time. HAHA. Okay anyways, everyone supposed to wear formal, then yeah it was quite formal bahs, then when we reached we were early as well, pro rights. LOL. Then watched the concert, the band dynamics is not bad, can go soft, but cannot go real loud, or maybe they dun want as it might affect their tune. oh well, they played postcard! LOL. okay, but really, the ending songs are nice, like "tong hua" and "yue liang dai biao wo de xing" so sad yunxuan never go lol. Cause its like really, want to let her hear one lorhs, ah nvms. Then after that went to swensens and ate. Nic is like so weird lah -.- Everyone else just found out today lol. Then we went out took like freaking gawd lots of pics -.- Then headed home, hehe was tired, then like tired till now until haven sleep uhs? lol. Oh well, shall end the post, lazy write already byebye, i tried my best to made it wordy lol.

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Happy birthday Singapore =)
Now let's start with something nice.
Why do I love Singapore?

Because I met you in Singapore.
I fell in love with you too in Singapore.
I had wonderful times with you in Singapore.
Because my wonderful family is in Singapore.
I made great friends in Singapore.

Therefore I wish a happy 43 Birthday to Singapore! =)
Jekee ahh jekee, I really look up to you cans.
IMO you really shouldn't have done it, but you should.
I am not making any sense, but I'm looking it in 2 ways.
Heh, don't understand? Too bad, I'm too lazy to explain.
Anyways, I think I would have done the same if I were you. Kudos, I really look up to you =)

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I know many juniors will hate me for what happened yesterday.
I won't blame you all cause I know how it feels.
Last year I also go scolded by Zarifah before.
And I know it isn't sweet.
Now I know how Zarifah feels like heehs.
Shan't post much. Tomorrow is NDP liao.
This is dedicated to the juniors, for practicing on Weds and Thurs.

Juniors, Gambateh =)
I know all of you can do it.
Esp. after the effort that you all had put in.
You don't want all of them to go to waste right?
All the afternoons that you have spent, practicing.
Good luck and all the best for tomorrow, I know you guys can do it and won't disappoint us!
Lastly, have fun since its your 1st performance!! =)

Hmm...Well, none of the juniors visit my blog, so oh well heh. =)

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Morning was like damn not like me, esp. before recess -.-
I dun know lah, but its like everyone know its not me, like erm, i got hang some stuff around my head " Today I'm sad" like that. Even Ernest notice I not myself today, I was like totally surprised lorhs, maybe I used to smile too much, or I just frown too much today. Thanks for those who noticed...
And I thought about it while riding the bus home.

I love you too much to give up. I'm not giving up. I know its going to hurt, for both you me, we'll face it together okay?
I love you
Please don't cry anymore =X

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Yunxuan mum just called me. She was like shouting in a super fierce manner. My mum isnt like that at all =X I mean while I'm typing this, I'm still breaking out in cold sweat, hands trembling. My parents asked who called, I didnt dare to tell them... I don't know what to do now. She want us to stop smsing, calling whatever. I think she deleted my contact already. Ah hell, I dunno what to do. =X Its like, what you see in those drama, the parents want their child to stop seeing the other party. Except this is in the real life, and its happening to me. Someone please help me, I dun want to give up this relationship, but what to do. If i continue on, yunxuan will suffer more. Ugh...

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Okay, before I go into details about today, I shall go into details about stuff which happened, hmm... I dun know if it would be wordy though hurhur.

Paragon 1st August:
We were like hella late. Freaking late. We had to like rushrush lol. Could tell Mr Wong was angry >.< Anyways, I was sharing the bari with Renee, haha. Then I was the MC for merry widow, lol. So retarded rights, you all know I cant talk one still ask me be MC. I do then like, no nice uhs, sad rights. Some more my mum, dad, and my grandma (mother's side) also have go leh. Stress worzx. Then yunxuan also got go, more stress. Then while I was reading for the 1st time, I looked at my own hand. IT WAS TREMBLING SO OBVIOUSLY lol. Then yeah, we played, not say very nice, or very bad. So-so standard bahs, 1st and 2nd time. After that reached home around 9+ Thats about all bahs.

Paragon 2nd August (westwood):
Woke up at 5.30 hurhur. So early lol. Then did everything slowly heh. When I reached sch it was 6.20 No sign of anyone, :O Means I earliest zzz... Then followed by Brenna very soon, someone drove her here lorhs, I had to take the bus tskk. Then it was like we sat outside the gate waitwaitwait. Then Renee came, in taxi. Rich people. LOL. Then it was Ms Tham and she opened the gate. Prepared everything. Was playing the baritone full time liao. Means no switching. heh. So yeah that done uhm.. Went to westwood. Their sch is like so freaking big, nice uhs. >.< And yeah, had to learn all the songs fast. Luckily the other bari player, from westwood, he like kinda taught me, haha, he was nice ah. I wasnt sure of his name,(means I know but not very sure correct a not) so dun dare type here, cause later wrong I will be like so paiseh >.< So yeah, 1st round for paragon, I didnt do very well. I too relaxed lerh =X Then 2nd time I played better bahs. Then while bringing the bari to Mr Wong car, he asked me a few questions about the lower instruments, heh. I think i did actually learnt quite a lot while playing the bari lols. Oh well, and sarimah also got play in the paragon, took photo with her at the end haha. Then just went home, cause mei's birthday lah, got ice-cream cake. LOL. Then yeah, thats about all.

Today:
Today went to watch the performance at elias cc. It was a mini concert, then when i reached the multi purpose hall, i looked got tuba all the other instrument then i thought i went to the wrong place, but actually correct, hahas. Then i thought of leaving, but i thought "aiyo, since here then just watch". So i went up again hurhur. Watched siglap performed then it was cg's turn. So sad rights, yunxuan never get to perform >.< Ah nvms lol. Then i went to mac to wait for them, i was like sleeping in mac, till they came lol. And i wasnt joking about the sleeping part =X
yunxuan, cheryl and zhiwei, --> otah, fishcake, cucumber (in order) came. Heh, then yeah crapped a lot while eating, i almost choked on the fries i was eating haha. Then went to the playground, on the way i called my mum told them i not going to istana(the place where the president office is lah i dunno how spell i oso dun care lol) liao. Then its like cheryl, siao as usual did something to us -.-". So happy =) But obviously i didnt like smile like some retard all the way lah. LOL. Yeah was happy because of this. 1st time mahs xD And I really liked it hurhur, the feeling was nice too. Okay lah, tata~ I go find some stuff to do xP

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