Today band was boring luhs...
And felt so sick during band, I guess most people could tell I was pale haha.

Anyways after band was supposed to wait for yx de, then I like some stalker siolzx, walk here, walk there, walk front, walk bank, lol.

But eventually cg ended...round 6.45pm
They sure keep up to what they said they are going to be dismissed.

Then cheryl and laynord(lol) are retards.
Yes I just found out today haha.

In order to let me and yx walk together they siao siao one lol.
Let us walk across the road ourselves then they stay there lmao.

So yeah, chatted with her a bit, but everything we talked about is I think all questions? LOL

Can't seem to find anything to talk about haha.

Then just walked with her to the bus interchange and tata le lol.
And she was hugging her bf so tightly how to hold lol.
Glad this answers your question.
-.-

And the sky was nice.
The 1st time I actually enjoyed it haha.
And while I was in the bus as well.
So I didn't regret going home late today hehe.

lols, another blockquote hahas.
Anyways, you're really cute can hahas, the way you talk and react lol.
Will miss you a lot >.<
♥♥♥ you lots ♥♥♥

And dun worry other people, will miss you all much as well hehe ;D

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Okay...

3rd time I'm editing this post already lol.

Anyways, due to the high sms rate I've been getting so fast.

Blogger been affected by the sms rate and decided to edit this post to prevent more inconvinience caused.

Therefore, I'm not buying anymore haha.

And psst* I'm only buying keychains, budget HAHAHA!!

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Tagged by Jody to do this hahas.

1.What is the most important things in your life?
-The people that I love obviously

2.What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
-Sundae pie?

3.Where do you wish to get married?
-No idea. =x

4.How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your lover?
-20+ I guess

5.Are you in love?
-Yea ;D

6.What was the last restaurant you had dinner?
-Swensens o.o

7.Name the latest book you bought?
-Don't read books lol

8.What is your full name?
-Lau Ming Xuan

9.Do you prefer your mother or father?
-Both :D

10.Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
-Nobody...At least for NOW

11.Christina for Britney?
-Never heard of them? LOL I must be lagging xP

12.Do you do your own laundry?
-Nah~

13.The most exciting place you want to go to?
-Japen lol~

14.Hugs or kisses?
Hugs and kisses hahas

15.Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you
-Jody arhhs...
-Kind
-Helpful
-Nice (I know it makes no difference from the ones above lol, but still =P)
-Understanding
-Good listen-er? lol

16.8 things I'm passionate about.
-Her
-Getting a new computer
-Band
-Making new friends
-Music
-Getting un-bored
-Talking

17.8 things i say too often?
-lol
-anyways
-bored
-siians
-*ahem
-huh?
-zzz...
-o.o/SHHHH.....

18.8 books I've recently read?
-Dun read books ~~

19.8 songs I could listen to over and over again?
-4 minutes
-Low
-Crushcrushcrush
-Doubt and Trust
-Ikarus
-Teenage
-A song for you
-Kidnap my heart
20.8 things I've learnt last year?
-Maths
-English
-Biology
-Physics
-Playing my saxophone
-Art
-Music theory
-Chinese

21.8 people to tag
-yunxuan
-huixiu
-cheryl
-anita
-yonling
-renee
-gen
-shirly

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Due to the fact that people were complaining I always come late one -coughscoughs-
I decided to wake up very early today wor.
Then its like...woke up damn early, brought my psp along oso hahas,
Cause since I going so early sure will get bored one mahs.
So woke up like 6.30
Slackked and went out round 50.
Then took the bus played psp inside. lol.
So nothing interesting happen, when i reached there i went by the other side,so i guessed no one saw me bahs. haha.
Played psp again, and tio attack by ants, lol.

Then band started, as usual all those suppose to happen, happened luhs.
Nothing unusal.

Then there was the programme.
HoLy JeSuS!
That saxophonist guy was Awe-so0me-!
I like his slow movements more than his fast haha.
Then there was his wife.
AwE-So0me-! Too. *-Lol, im a bit retarded due to some "stuff" haha*
I would like to thank them for coming , really great learning exp.
While at least for me, cause i never knew such stuff.
I mean literally, never. LOL.

Then 1st time chat with sarimah siolzxx, talk talk talk talk talk. lol.
Very *ahem Inetersting topics. LOL.

Okay so thats about all bahs i guess, anyways i decided this was to be a short post anyways, very bored lol.

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1.Do you love yourself?
-Sometimes, and sometimes not.

2.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-Probably break down, since even watching an emo video can make me tear, except i don't show it.

3.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-Anything she wishes for.

4.What will your dream wedding be?
-Unique. And all up to her.

5.What's your ideal lover like?
-She has everything that I ever wanted.

6.Which is more blessed:loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Being loved.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-No need to wait, cause she's right here.

8.If the person you secretly liked is attached, what would you do?
-I seriously have no idea.

9.Is there anything that made you unhappy these few days?
-Yes, if you consider what had happen a week ago.

10.What do you want most in life?
-No annoying people in my life.

11.Is being tagged fun?
-Hmm..Yeah, since my tagboard is always dead. Its nice to get tags once in a while.

12.How do you see yourself in ten years time?
-Happily engaged =D

13.Who are currently the most important people to you?
-family, friends, yunxuan♥

14.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-Huixiu arhhs...very unpredictable. LOL.

15.Would you rather be;single and rich or married but poor?
-If the marriage is a happy one then the latter, if not the formal.

16.What's the first thing you do every morning?
-Hug my pillow.

17.Would you give in all in a relationship?
-Yes. Definitely.

18.If you fall in love with two people, who would you pick?
-Never, cause I'll stay true to her.

19.What types of friends do you like?
-People that like having me as a friend =D

20.What types of friends do you dislike?
-Backstabbers, Annyoing people that won't leave you alone.

Tagged by Huixiu.
Won't be tagging to others, since I'm lazy haha.

You can help Sze Chuan victims by putting a rainbow, (R), infront of your msn nick.
xD
Help please~ Its free, it just takes up a few seconds of your time.
Thank you =D

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Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo.
1 of the best movies I ever seen luhs.
The movie is damn damn nice.
I almost teared, omg lahs, rarely any movies get me so emo like this.
And its really nice.
Really.
I really feel like crying now, the movie's super nice.
And I watched until now lols.

Thanks for letting me know about the vid. You made my day =D <3

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Lols, I kinda like the skin cause its cute :D
Anyway if you don't like it its your problem, not mine.
Anyways I'm like dam tired from searching le, so I'm heading to sleep now.
Tml waking up early to play games, but dunno wad games lol. =X

And tml there will be campfire, wonder still have enough time to go darrel's house a not, oh well, gtg lerhs, tata peeps.
xD

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Well....today before 9.00 was boring.
I was trying to teach min hui how to solve the cube.
For 1 hour some more.
She like learnt 1/ many many things needed to solve the cube. =X
Oh well.
At least I was not bored for that 1 hour duration -.-
Then went down still playing cubes. =X Hella Bored.
Rats festival...Our class did nothing, Cheerrrsss~!!
So we were free to roam about lalala~
Then as promised i went to 2/2 stall luhs.
Ern, i had no idea what they were doing actually.
And obviously i didnt try the game.
Cause like VERY LONG then they start playing the actual games.
So behaving like the kids we are and due to boredom.
Yes, flour throwing.
At first was fun.
Then after a while, the principal come scold siolzx -.-
So fine stopped liao.
Then see they clean until so pathetic so i go help out.
Then its like, i guilty cause i oso got play flour =X
Wen Bin was helping me with the cleaning oso.
We didnt head back to class lol~
And when hthh said "who are these ppl?" -pointing at us-
I was thinking like, "omg lah, i just went out with you 3-4 months ago to esplanarde (intended R.) And you forgotten me liao."
So i diam diam continue scrubbing the floor luhs.
Then they poor water AT THE END after whinning much about CANNOT USE WATER!!
So like...diam again. -.-
Then went up to class luhs since hthh say no need clean liao.
And i was hella thirsty canns...
And like, i helped and no one thank us. (me and wen bin)
We not from your class, we did throw the flour, but we did help.
We didnt "walk away".
Not even a word of thanks.
But hecks, i still dun mind cleaning =D
Then ipp.
Was...Erm...BORING.
YES, BORING. -.-

Then there was band.
Like okays, arrived at 2.35
And they give me a 0 for attendance cans -.-
But dun care lahs, cuz i had the taiwan meeting mahs, so oh well.
I love my cca, what else can i say?
Then at 3.30++ have to fall the jrs out le.
ITS SO AWKWARD.
I mean really.
That was me and mutiara's 1st time i think.
Maybe not for her but me definitely.
And i dunno wad to do!
No coach! LOL.~
So anyhow wack liao, tikam tikam le. =X
And mutiara didnt wana shout le. Tsk.
Then i have to do.
But nvms. 1st time. Enjoyed it maybe, but my malay.
Tsk.tsk.tsk. Damn bad.
And the jrs like, "okay wad happen to celes? Where is she? Why are they taking over them?" those expression haha.
But oh wells, dun cares so much.
Next time is mutiara's turn.
And i never knew taking attendance can be so hard, ESP. when they were playing in the shelter. NOISY~~
Cant hear -.-
But still okay bahs,
And my tutor thought me something new today yay!
Double tounge. =DD
Erm, BUT I FORGOTTEN IT ALREADY. OMFG -.-
NEED ASK RENEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, AND AMIRULLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, AND JUNEEEEEEEEEEEE.
lol sian.
I'm like hella bored now.
Going to go bath and look for blogskin.
After that my next post would be probably about the blogskin, or the campifre hahas.
And when my mum comes back I WANA TELL HER TO BUY AN MC =DD

Dun feel like going camp hahas.
Even though we paid, but through edusave.
Cant use de, care wad sia -.-
So yeah, thats all i guess.
And hui xiu, i wasnt being sacarstic when we were walking to ws.
-.-

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Today damn weird luhs.
Okay so it seems like...erm...
Justin -points to the box-
Starts talking to me all of a sudden? :O
But dun mind, at least 1 friend gained hehe.

Anyways band was like...freaking weird?
I missed band so much and to day i went to band and like woahh...ended around 7++ -.-
Reached home at 8.30 lol.
Mr Wong wans me to play the baritone T_T
I was willing at first, but after i try the pieces its like no hope already for me.
Like learning new instrument like that sia even though i know the fingering zzz....
Izzat should have just come sia... =X
Save me from the misery of self-pity zzz....
Please make izzat play T_T
I know i will die trying. lol.

My Exams marks are...erm...
...
Nah dun feel like posting.
Wait till i get them finalised 1st hahas. Anyways i dun think there's such a word called finalised or maybe i spelt it wrongly, but dun cares lol.

Dun angry liao larhs.
Have war all the time no fun and good de.
Chill and go support Justin.
No one likes to be supported with an angry and pissed of supporter hehe.
:D

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Happy Mother's Day~ =DD

Well...thats all for today's post I guess..

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I am back from the concert.
And I never felt this horrible before..
I was doing some stuff, then we went off to the concert.
The concert was nice, really.
The acting part was cool. I liked it. A lot.
After that...read other's ppl blog to know. I made this post just for the sake of what I'm going to say.

Today, I actually wanted to pass you something.
Something that was very important to me.
I thought it would be easy, but it didn't turn out that way...
I hate myself, for not being able to give you that...
I hate myself, because its unfair to you...
I hate myself, because I am a loser. Coward. Arsehole. Whatever type of bad names you can think of, I am it. Hui xiu was right.
I thought of ending my life, when the car which drove pass me, I wanted to jump in front, really.
But I stopped myself, why? Cause I'm a coward. Thats what I am.
I'm scared of dying. Scared of every single shit when those things are not meant to be scared of.
People will die, its just a matter of time.
But even so, I'm still scared of dying.
Thats what I mean by being scared of somethings which are meant to be.
I wanted to give you that, but I was scared.
I don't know what I was scared of...
So I'm a coward. Thats that.
I shed tears on the way back home in the bus.
I never felt this way b4.
Even though its just some little tears...
I knew this is important, very important.
When I was watching hui xiu and mutiara eat, I wanted to cry so badly.
But restricted myself by biting my tongue.
I know pathetic. Yes that's what I am too.
A pathetic kid.
Now I made you waited longer, my heart begans to sink.
Feeling why, this unfairness shldn't be upon you, while it should be me.
I totally hate myself now.
For who I am.
I totally blew my chance. Now I don't even know if theres a second.
If there really is. I will make sure. I do it.
If not. I'll slit my wrist.
And guess what. I actually poked myself with a keychain till my finger bleed.
Haha -.-

And even more smarter, while I was walking, I even banged head on into a pole.
Totally never felt this way b4. And I hate this feeling.
But who am I to say anything? I was the one who created this problem. Who was I to have the right to say I hate stuff? I was also the one that couldn't make myself do it.

The problem lies with me.

And I'm sorry.
I really am.
And if you feel like crying after reading this.
Please don't.
A person like me doesn't deserve those tears.

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Well today had the last 2 papers.
Maths and Art.
Totally shit sia -.-
Comfirm fail liao.
The maths i dun get wad they are saying for like more than half of the paper.
I was just writing some random stuffs zzz...
Then the art is like, I can never pass with that painting.
Its suxs like hell~ -.-
I even used a pen.
U know a P.E.N.
Like WTF? Who uses pen in an art exam zzz...
Sure fail, and its like everything i paint, its "overpainting" every single other thing near it. Gaaahhhs, Sure fail liao.
After exams had the meeting for the overseas trip.
Damn funny.
Laugh a lot a lot.
My team's okay, doesnt talk a lot though lols =X
And i'm the leader, all evil shall befall me =X
Okays, tml meeting them for the concert at VCH.
And guess what, zarifah still have the tickets with her lol -.-
Oh well, just hope nothing goes round.
Meeting the whole bunch at 5pm tml.
Wana eat, before and after =D
So yeah, going to do some random stuffs b4 going off, but i'll stop posting =P

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Well today was weird luhs, like damn weird.
And jonny added me in msn, lol.
Funny lah he, siao siao one -.-
I just posted for the sake as this is the 80th post, cheers :D

Lols I have a funny feeling something is going to happen on Sat =X
Not by me I think lol, or maybe by me, god knows?

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So erm yeah, today lit was piece of cake.
Luckily yx persuaded me to read Pig.
It was nice actually lols.
And then history suxs, cuz got too much shit in my mind.
Cant concentrate a ayes =X
My sure pass going to be sure fail liao...

Erm yeah okay...I know its insincere to say through the internet so I dun wan but then...now's exam period, then wait till exams over kay? Apart from this I really dunno wad to do, how to give you jiao dai, I really dunno, I know im sotong you said this too =X

And think about what I asked you, its serious. Really =X

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English paper today was okay... Not that bad bahs.
Chinese practically killed me.
I swear if I ever pass this test, I'm so freaking lucky, but looking at my luck now, I don't think it will happen at all -.-
Then during the break play catching sia, lol.
I'm such a kid :D
But not only I was playing wors, first started with someone :O
Then we actually stood there and play, after that we started running :O
Lol, anyways when everyone stop liao, then ran into classes and catch them HAHA!!
I know lame -.-
In the end I also dunno who is the catcher lols -.-""
After sch went to look for zarifah in ws library...
Called her a lot of times, but after walking 1 BIG round around the library then found her lols.
Passed her the money...$131 :O
Then its like, omg omg where the money went like that -.-""
But in the end is some coins and somebodeh who havent pay me yet :P
So yea, tml is maths paper 1 and home econs paper, and they end at 11.00 YEAH!! :D
WAIT...NO GOOD T_T
I'll be bored to death like today =X
Ayes, see how it goes for tml, maybe today i might really start mugging, maybe not.
Depends on my mood -pokes- :D

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Lols, Mid Year exams are starting tml,
So wishes everyone good luck :D

*Dun mug so hard, not good for health xD

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Wee~~
New skin again lols.
Cause wanted something simpler this time hehes.
Anyways today was uneventful except me being damn damn damn quiet today.
So freaking quiet unlike other days.
Maybe had to something to do with the night before bahs, but no one cares anyways lols.
So yeah, still figuring how to make the box headers appear -.-"
Now wana sleep liao, so tired lols so tata peeps~ :D
Good nites...

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