Hmm...today was okay bahs. Well, in the morning was raining like super mad -.-" I was drenched in the back even though I had an umbrella. And it was freaking cold lah kays, then I went to buy socks, threw away my old one hahas, waste money siolzx :P Then like, the whole day was barefooted except when I went to recess and after school. Barefooted nice, can feel the wind blowing through your feet haha. Okay nvm, then after school followed yunxuan, yonling and dixuan go dixuan hse take her stuff for h.e Then they walk here walk there dunno do what sehs lol, okay I know lah, uhmm.... see whether they can put their stuffs into the h.e room! See I so smart :D (I'm talking to myself again -.-) Then after that they had their h.e lorhs... wait wait wait... Lucky weiren was there lah. Played a bit of basketball and went for Mr Cheang remedial. He didn't know me! LOL, and he passed me the band room keys before. Hm... Guess teachers really have some sort of STM bahs, esp. hthh. LOL. Kay, nvm. Oh yah, weiren told Mr Cheang about my relationship with Mr Cheang also, but he like no reaction leh. O.o Maybe he like, used to seeing his students in relationship? I don't know... (I'm taking to myself AGAIN WTH) I'm talking to myself cause nobody talk to me bahs tskk. Then after that kept playing and whatever, then when they came out walked with yunxuan they all to the bus interchange then went home le, cause maybe her mum come back bahs. Scary sehs hehe. Hmm...well, I need to get use to 3 hours of waiting haha, in case some people are wondering what my title of the post is about. Why 3 hours? Cause today I waited 3 hours for yunxuan, then in the end never go home with her. Then that time, tution, waited 3 hours too! But also never go back with her lol. So need to get used to it -.-" Kay, shall find something to occupy me now since somebody *coughscoughs* not online. And I'm super hungry now. Cause yunxuan say they all gona cook then let us eat, so I didn't eat anything. Then in the end never eat anything, so freaking hungry =x But they also cook until quite disgusting lol, maybe its a good thing I didn't eat bahs... But still, I AM HUNGRY. =X LOL.

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Sudden urge to do this, even though no one asked me to.
Hmm... oh well, I'm weird what hahas.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

For the fun of it, hahas.

And here are somethings which I strongly agree to:

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

I agree like totally haha.
Told ya all it was a random post :P

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Today was the start of our EOY! *GASP* Chinese was easy, I had the dictionary. 1st time I'm using it lorhs, and I didn't even use it during PSLE can -.- Anyways, english I got my format TOTALLY wrong. My condition is getting worse. It seems that my skin is tearing apart and will start bleeding whenever I start scratching it. There are bleed marks all over my body, which I think some is caused by mos, and some caused by myself. I don't know what to do already, medicine ain't helping at all. Gaah, forget it. The next thing you know they'll be inventing artificial skin for people like me. So after the papers went to find yunxuan and jekee. They like both prepared until very well huhs, both brought jacket, then I sotong lah can, never bring jacket or what, go there shivering already -.-" Then its like I don't think yunxuan understands what I'm saying lah can. I'm just doing the questions and briefly explain to her. Tsktsktsk, so bad rights me, fail as teacher also =X Yaah, then after that went off, and met nic, mutiara, and huixiu. Went to *ahemahem* ATAS place. =) LOL. Anyways was shivering like SIAO when I went there, serious. Can ask mutiara. I ask her lend me her cardigan for a while also don't want zzz... Serious ah, really cold. But nvm, uhm... started eating yayaya, and nic spat water at huixiu and mutiara, thats the ending finale can lol. Super funny. Then after that went home. Jody said she saw me at whitesands. But I didnt see her o.o Pa jiao already ah me. lols...

Ksy I know you're bothered over what's been going on. And I have no idea what you think. So I hope you'll be happy in which ever decision you make. And I'll support your decision kays? (sound drama, tsk I watch too much drama already lah) And today was nice kay. =)

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-Deleted the post-
I shall try to make my blog a POSITIVE blog, so I shall stop putting up all my negetive feelings now. But if anyone saw the previous post, good for you. haha. But I guess none bahs, oh well. And I really meant what I said in the previous post, I shall keep it as a secret bahs, a bad secret. Eh! Wait, I'm telling everyone I have a secret, wth -.- Kay, nvm.
Oh and everyone please tag, my box like put there for display only -.-

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Today woke up like 7.30, yaah, its usual for me lah, then wanted to TRY to get to sleep, but no use -.- So ended up using the comp, till 10? I forgotten. And I found out my specs, the rubber came off. So its like super pain now and I'm still using it. It left a red mark on my nose already -.- I went to the market at 10, let my brother used the comp, so thats why my status was "away". Don't know if you'll read this but well, for the sake of explanation bahs heehs. Then went to the market with my mama, trying to fix my specs, and do some shopping. When we went there, it was CLOSED! Meaning I have to make another trip there later on, just to fix my specs. Gaah. Super sians can! And damn unlucky, oh all times now closed. Then helped my mama with shopping then came home. Oh well, don't care much already bahs. Later I don't know going to do what ah. Ayes...

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Super bored now, cause yunxuan's not online! Sadded! Well, my cos came, so maybe I will try to disturb them for entertainment bahs, or maybe someone can entertain me? I'm really very bored, sian, whatever, you name it lah -.-" Okay, off i go.

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Okay I found this skin, its pretty nice haha. And the words ain't hard to read like the previous blogskin.

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Okay... idk where to start. Hmmm... Let's see.
Certain things have been going on, and yeah, I'm lazy to elaborate them. Hmm...well my progress report was back, uh...didn't fail any so quite okay bahs.
But my english got a C6!! Like omg T__T
Borderline for ENGLISH leh. can die liao lahhhh! !Ah, forget it, I was never an english person anyways. Well, today was okay bahs, woke up, went to sch, did everything usual. Assembly was changed into homeroom. Like freaking stuuupid. Wenbin was wearing his npcc the kit ah. Then he was asked to sweep the floor lol.
Then he was like " wa lao eh, jing cha qu sao di! ta ma de. Na li you jing cha qu sao di de!" In case you don't know what it means, he's trying to say "where got police sweep floor one!" Damn funny lah cans haha. Then got bored went to sleep... When i woke up, i saw everyone almost left liao lah, stuuupid wenbin never call me wake up zzz... If not for kow and esther yap falling down right, the loud noise i think i sleep until when i also dun know ah. (Ps not saying you all fall is a good thing lah lol)then after school went to find yunxuan, she was having the h.e briefing, wah dunno brief about what sehs, brief so long. Must be teaching them how not to burn the h.e room or something heehs. Kay, that done we walked all the way to interchange, just to send nisa to take the bus! lol, aint we pro huhs. Then walked back through the fish pond, then i took the bus home. yunxuan doesnt like bleaches heehs. okay, then reached home, bathed, headed out again. Went on the bus and say benny, dam qiao haha. talked a bit then he went off while i waited for the others. Pam was first to arrive, then jodie then huixiu. 2.30 then become 3.00 lol. they were late very late. heehs, then went to mac, then went to school. got cucumber to help us pass up the hw cause we were wearing home clothes, cant go in haha. and theres a new security guard, can tell he's very pissed off with cucumber haha. okay, nvm then walked to downtown went to subway, met jodie's friend then yah, ate subway for the 1st time. like super weird, super self service haha. but can lah, the food not bad, i must remember to add other stuff the next time hehe. Uhm... then was like super full after i ate, then went on to do maths. Understood algebric fraction le wee~ But prolly will forget again soon -.-" Then after that went home around 6.45/7?
Then took bus home. then at home i super zai, idk what i do but i stayed on msn for like 3 hours -.- then yah still on msn now. okay someone complain i post very long liao haha, so tata~

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Haha, yeah changed my flashbox back to my cbox.

If you noticed, the last message was like in June.

Which was dunno how many months ago lols.

Oh well, my bro wana use comp now, shall try to keep my blog alive now.

By posting useless stuffs like what I just did haha.

And do click the imeem song, its quite nice =)

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In reality, we write more than we say because it stays longer.

We do more than we say because it means much more...

Just writing a fun fact, like what I always say " Ren shen da dao li" haha.

Right wenbin? LOL.

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Well, I suddenly feel like changing blogskins again, maybe shall do it tml, doing piled up homework now -.-"
Today morning took a 40min bus ride to school, pro ayes? lol, and I wasn't late! hahas.
After that had lessons, then yah yah, then last lesson was chem, got quiz, then released late lols. Sorry to those who were waiting for me ah. =X
Then uhmm... followed yunxuan they all, go b&j after that go downtown eat.
Hmm...walk here walk there, dunno how they end up walking to downtown and e!hub twice or even thrice if i remember correctly lol. Oh well...
Then after that bus-ed to yunxuan house, walk walk walk then passed her the thing outside the lift lol. Reply and send, like very fun like that ah heehs.
Yaah, went home after that bahhs.

I know you tried treating me visibly today =)
And I was very happy, even though I don't think you can see it with my expressionless face can you?
Well, I just hope you won't be unhappy treating me visibly, I know and I guess you know too that treating me visibly means lesser time for your friends...
I hope you won't treat me visibly for the sake of it, and treat me visibly because you want to, cause well... you seem unhappy, and you didn't talk to your friends a lot... Aiya, why think so much rights!
Just live life happily can liao!
Esp. with you, why think so much huhs?
Think think think, stuuupid brain.
And well, I hope you will be happy once everything is over.
And I have totally no idea what "everything" is.
And I'm not gona ask, I'm going to wait till you tell me.
I know its difficult for you, thus I'm not going to ask anymore.
And its not your fault either, please don't blame yourself.
And...
I'll always be there when you need me...
;D

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Heehs, okay today woke up around 7+
After that went out around 12 bahs, reached tamp at 12.45
Was scared yunxuan they all released early, so went there a WEE bit earlier only hahas, then saw Grace. LMAO, comical can. She told me she waiting for Amanda, then rights, I saw "D" at the other side of the station.
So pretend:


G / D


They are being blocked lol, cant see each other haha. Damn comical, then after they met, they ran off, like very scared of me like that lol. Hmm...Anyways paced around the mrt station in circles, haha, then yunxuan finally came, wearing her hoodie, new shoes and her zr. Lol, she look prettyyy~
Kay, nvms, hmm... took the mrt back to pasir ris, then bus-ed to her tution there lol, which is at tamp lah. Okay, so her mum bought her a crystal star, which has many many many colours. Orange, Blue, Purple. LOL. Anyways, after she reached rights, told her I gonna wait for her till tution finish, so yeah waited. so from 2-5.30 I had nothing to do.
2-3 Ate ice-cream at mac, after that fell asleep.
Around 3.30 woke up then went to walk 1 whole round around the place, hmm... then sat at the centre of the place, until about 4.15
After that went to sit at the bus stop, started talking to myself like some retard, then saw zhafri lol. Eh, didn't know he lived near there heehs. Started talking to myself again, talk talk talk until 5.15
Then started to rain, then yunxuan still havent come out, I abit worried, run here run there like some mad person. Serious, I went to the staircase, then went back to the bus stop, then went to mac, then went back to the staircase, repeat process -.-"
I scared she went off already thats why so late lols, but in the end her father came to fetch her, then its like I give her the O_O *your father came?* face.
Well, after that they went to eat at mac, then she passed me some stuffs heehs. Then yeah went home alone, ayes..
Well, not really wasted bahs, waited 3hrs and 30mins to get some "stuffs" which I like LOL.
Then went home ate, dammit, dinner wasnt nice =X
Oh well, now I'm here posting haha, once in a blue moon =P
Byes, going offline ler, yunxuan went off already, no one to talk to haha.
Besides I promised my mum I'll off the comp at 10.30, now its 10.25 lol.

Hmm...Well, I wonder how you're going to tell me your answers.
And I hope I can do what I wrote...

HAPPY ANNI~! x3
So fast... its been 4 months already.
From May, to Sep.
In May, we were still shyshy, haha. Don't dare talk to each other when friends were around huhs.
In June our relationship got a bit better =)
In july, we were more comfortable towards each other.
In August, we faced a lot of problems, esp. from your mama, but we still pulled through.
In Sep, now not so shy liao, problems still aplenty but nothing's too hard for us right? =)

Happy anniversary, Iloveyou~

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Arsehole! Stuuupid bro. He off-ed the comp AGAIN while I was using it. Fuck man. The internet connection was freaking gone and I had to wait for don't know how many donkey minutes and the stuuupid msn doesn't want to sign me in as well. Fuck. Totally pissed off right now. Ughh~!!
Today woke up having aches all over, damn pain -.-
Anyways after that went to school, normal stuff happened then I slept through lots of stuff as usual, then at kenny's grandma lesson I di siao-ed some upper sec, they threaten beat me up lol. Kay, there's a first for everything.
Mmm...well thats all bahs.

I really don't want you to ...
I know I'm being selfish, but really I don't want you to ...
And am I really that invisible?
Am I really that useless?

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Well, morning woke up around 7, after that rotted at home while waiting for yunxuan to come online, but neh, didnt so, went off around 1030. After that went to watch kids central! Woot, nice shows, shaolin showdown, yingyangyo, etc.etc. LOL. I'm such a kid haha. Then went out at 1215, cause need meet mingrui at thunderbird, I wasnt late lol, I reached like 1229 HAHA. We were supposed to meet at 1230. Then jody lagi best, come at 1245 lol. So we bought the prezzie and waited for her outside whitesands, then gave the money and went off liao, its been quite long since I seen her I think hahas. Okay after that was around 1245, waited for everyone, gillian, huixiu. Then gillian came telling me jasper cmi -.- LOL, sad case ah sgt honey, then after that nicholas came. Huixiu was late, then mutiara was also coming haha. So waited around 1315, then mutiara came, then her hair look like those just wake up one. Heehs, anyways, after that nicholas and mutiara went off, dunno run where, then left me and gillian waiting for huixiu. Her printer dun like her haha. Then she reached around 1330, lol, I was freaking hungry, I havent eat lunch yet mahs, then went to the kopitiam eat. Ate korean and huixiu bought her laptop, gillian was doing the olympics on mlg. Ate finish after that went to airport, but on the way huixiu went to take money from her dad cause she forgotten to bring her wallet haha. Kays, after that we reached the airport, T3 and went to tosto. Then when I called mutiara they all, they told me they playing with the travellator LOL. Damn retarded cans haha, but nvms lah, its THEM what lol, kinda expected hehe. So yeah, after that they came and did a weeny bit of maths, like 2 questions then sian liao, its like totally never do at all cans -.- Then went to order stuff to eat, I ate some bread with ham and cheese, SUPER DUPER UBER NICE cans. I think I gave gillian and huixiu a bite, ( I stingy ah lol) they also say very nice hehe, so my 6.80 not wasted haha. Really its very nice, yunxuan, you should have gone with us can, i would have given you 1 of the 2 pieces, LOL. Then after eating, crapped a lot, then decided to play billard at elias green. Haha, a bit sotzx, but yeah, we went. Gillian was living there, and so was huixiu's friend, alex. But alex was working so had to call her brother, brendan lol, he plays the alto, from what huixiu says lah. Kays, after that went to the club house there and played billard, lol, he thought us how to play, ( me and nicholas) He was a good teacher can haha, but I know he wun read this, I mean he doesnt even know my name, how does he know my blog? haha, okay, after that got the hang of it lahs, but noobie still, I mean I dun think I can learn billard in like, a few hours? lol. Well, it was fun lah, haha, all the style shoot then in the end fail, then those balls where can go in de never go in -.-" But at least I got to exprience a bit of billard bahs haha. Then after that walked home from there, but before that bought ice-cream lol. I abit sotzx lah, but who cares man lol.

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Okay, as title, I really feel like killing my blog right now. Lets see, the box has been dead for how many donkey days, erm...
I rarely post, even if I do post, no one reads it anyways.
So yeah, I wonder if I'll post again, but I was happy today =)
Today, woke up in the morning, on-ed the comp as usual, then my bro fren's came over to play ping pong. Well, could tell they were beginners haha. But I myself also not very pro lahs @_@
Anyways, after that went to yunxuan's house. Decided to take another bus, cause it would reach faster = spending more time with her =)
So yeah, I took the bus, was 10 mins earlier compared to my previous visit.
Hmm...When I reached we did physics, and no more. Talked about weird stuffs, haha.
Then we went to look at the chong chong. LOL.
I couldn't see it at first, then its like she grabbed my hand point point point then I see lol, sorry lah, people blind mah tsk.
Hmm..after that went to white sands cause her mum wanted to meet her? She had to buy local stamps, haha, and its like she pulled me into the queue with her, she felt very weird haha. Cause we were like the only ones who want to buy stamps there? And its super duper empty -.-" Oh well, after that since it was only like 4.55? Went to the library, she interested in some weird chinese book haha. Sorry lah, never let you read finish =x
Then went outside the library and waited for her mama. Them saw ming rui. LOL. Chatted with him for a SUPER SHORT while. Then yeah, went home, I waved to yunxuan like 3 times before I left, kinda retarded haha.
1st time-- When I said bye.
2nd time-- Before I entered the lift.
3rd time-- Before I left white sands.
LOL~ Kinda stuuupid huhs? But she waved back! -happyhappy- LOL.

You make me really feel like your boyfriend hahas. I mean the grabbing of my hand and showing me the chong chong means you ain't really shy towards me like you used to be...
At the post office you grabbed my bag and dragged me into the line with you, which made me feel like, you know, of some importance =X
I know I'm retarded, you know I'm retarded haha.
But yeah, today's 3rd september.
Happy anniversary~! =)
For something else...i wonder if you knew... hehe...

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