Thursday, August 14, 2008 @10:13 PM
Just wanted to let you know...
I know I didn't give you any presents or cards or flowers and it may appear I'm not making a big deal out of our anniversary, but I really do care about it, but its hard to tell I know. I didn't give you presents, cards or flowers because of your mum. What if she found it? I don't want to go through that period anymore. I don't want to see you crying rivers. My heart aches, I know I don't show it. I wanted to meet you outside, like catch a movie, but both of us know that your mum wouldn't allow, and she would definitely know something is going on. I really like just want to hug you and wish you a happy anniversary, but I couldn't do this because I'm scared of your mum? Because I'm too shy? No, I think is because I'm scared that you will think I'm lame or stupid if I gave you stuffs. I really just want to hug you, you know. Really. I know this post may mean nothing, but I just wanted to make it a point to let you know, I really love you. Happy anniversary and I'm sorry if I have not been your ideal boyfriend like what your friends have. I'm very sorry. But my love for you is still the same.
I love you.
Wanted to write this in another language, but the translation no good ahs -.-"
So instead of you not being able to make sense of what the hell I was writing, I thought i just write it in English haha. I know this is just words, no action, maybe you don't even care what I write, you just want something other than words. How much I'll like to give you that... But what..? And how...?
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
