Sunday, December 7, 2008 @11:39 PM
I know I'm a boring and naggy person. I know everytime I tried to cheer you up its all useless. I know I suck at being a boyfriend. I know I suck at cheering you up. I know I suck at helping you with stuffs. I know i suck at everything.
Sorry, for everything I ever sucked at. Which is everything. I'm not making any sense but I'm making perfect sense .____.
I know you're still keeping some stuff from me, and no I don't blame you. But it just made me realised you still don't trust me enough some-how. Which is okay with me. And idk why I typed this cause it has no link with what I'm gona say.
What I wanted to say was about the whole gender discrimination thingy.
I know that you're going through the whole gender discrimination process and maybe for your whole life, idk. But what I know is, even though they prefer your brother over you, it doesn't mean they can control everything. And its not like your friends are for nothing ya know. Like what I said a couple of weeks ago. And you can count on us and me, if you ever need anything. Its not like you must shoulder the whole bloody thing yourself. If you do, you can kill me 1st, cause I haven't done enough to make you feel like you can share the burden with me. And I don't mind dying, cause I sucked at it, and everything. So yah, I know you ain't going to feel any better after reading this, and I know the ones who can probably cheer you up are your friends and your entertainers but not me. So I hope they cheer you up soon...
And don't feel gender discriminated, just live life as it is and when you're living without your parents, you'll feel much much "lighter".
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Before I forget, happy birthday Mutiara haha. No more 13.99 yrs old already lol.
Grow up lah. HAHAHA.
I posted this at 12am
Feel honoured okay!
its not like i don't know how you feel, and i'm not cheering you up. its just that... i can't seem to do it right, thats why my confidence is all gone... and not doing anything that you wished i would have done...
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
