Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @12:47 PM
Nothing to see here~
If i pushed you in, i'll put you out again. and never let you fall again.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, January 26, 2009 @12:38 AM
I'm feeling stupid right now.
I don't know what i'm feeling.
its some kind of mixed up feeling.
i'm feeling sad, yet angry and pissed but not really angry and pissed.
and i'm crying on new years day! wohoo, not bad huhs.
grats on making me cry -,-
i was just being concerned.
and you're the last person on earth that i thought that you would do that to me. ( if put correcty, " not do that " is more appropriate )
no , i don't hate you, in fact, i hate myself, for being so weak and fragile. i'm crying now. no wait, must be the smoke. yup, the smoke is making tears run down my face and mucus coming out from my nose. yes i know what you're thinking. disgusting huhs.
and happy new year...
as much as i want you to stay happy and healthy, it was just my good intentions, but you're not getting it.
i give up.
i rushed back from malaysia, and had many things to tell you.
and... you weren't at home.
i know you're celebrating cny with your family members at your grandmama house, but i really felt hurt when you came back home and treated me like this.
i lost all the mood to tell you everything that happened today, what i was happy about, what i was sad about, what i saw, what i heard, pratically everything that happened today, i wanted to share with you, but you just...
sorry if you think i'm over-reacting.
but i can't help it. and i'm sorry.
but i still love you...
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @7:28 PM
I give up.
Okay, wait, I feel like writing like " i " so I just write uhs.
The top part is my conculsion after what happened today, and a few other times.
Today rights, like school was a bit crazy for me.
I "cried" in class but they made it seem like it was funny, so i laughed it off, yah.
Er... After school went to fish market to eat with Nic again!
Gawd, I like eating with him now, so funny!! hahaha.
He totally cheered me up lahs. :p
We went to the fishmarket to order food, then we talked about our lives again.
Its always like that when we 2 eat together, talk about some crazy stuff, hahaha.
which troubles us like idk what, and i know what you people are thinking, i this type of everyday laugh laugh laugh where got troubles right? but ask yourself, i have been laughing lesser haven i?
Anyways, talked alot then we stumbled into 1 question.
I shan't tell you all here, its quite private, ask me yourself if you want to know. hahaha.
Don't worry, i'll tell if you ask.
Then the question right, we asked the waitress there. LOL.
Like so damn random lah!! HAHAHA.
Damn funny, it was like a personal question then we go ask the waitress if she knows how to solve, some more is 2 waitress leh. LOLLL.
I still remember the name Jale and Dinie. Then Dinie was like don't want to serve us alr like that, cause nicholas kept asking her like, " whats your reccomandation? "
Then still have, er...after repeating our orders right, then she said " Is your order all correct? "
Then nicholas say, " what if i say no? " LOL.
I laugh laugh laugh like crazy like that, hahaha.
He totally cheered me up uhs, thanks nicholas. HAHAHA.
Then on the way to the " money changer" we met Mrs Ho. LOL.
Yes the "money changer".
ehh, mi tang sotong, you know what i talking about rights? if you read this anyways hahaha.
Ah, yah, the give up thing has something to do with what i discussed with nicholas. :p
Kay, all for today, and I wished roy a happy birthday too, not bad rights, i getting more socialable. :O
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @4:46 PM
Ah, kayy.
So now I'm sick. D:
Just before chinese new year too! I haven't even started eating all the goodies, and I got sick alr. D: D: D:
I'm so going to hate this year's new year. ><
Oh yaah, mi tang sotong ah, you also take care of yourself leh.
Tsk, got flu alr ah, drink more water and rest more ah, you don't anyhow horrs.
Promise ah! If no, you'll find me at your doorstep waiting to do the pinky promise. HAHAHA.
Kaykayy, remember horrs!
Take care of yourself ahs, don't end up sick like me. =x
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @12:20 AM
This is what happened if you want to know why I so late reached home. D: I went out at 5.30, went to my friend's place, just opposite the road, to get something from him, next i went to white sands, and when i reached there it was about 6.05 I was hungry, cause I didn't had anything to eat, so I bought a double cheeseburger cause i know that we'll be eating after the concert. And after that we went to buy flowers for the people performing and then we went to their school. After the concert it was, 9.45 It was a freaking 2 hrs long concert, with no refreshments and their encore is 15mins long -.- So that dragged abit. D: After that we walked all the way to bedok market, cause its faster to walk then take a bus there. D: After that when we reached it was about 10.30. I could've went home not eating anything, and make it home very early, sorrryyy. D: I chose to eat cause i didn't had dinner. D: Then after eating, it was 11.15 already. waited for bus 10 and after it reached the tamp interchange, it was 11.30 The mrt had already closed, we had to take the cab back, and A LOT of people just cut our queue. So that delayed again, sorry. D: Then after that took a cab, home, after dropping people, i rushed home and on-ed the comp alr, and to find out i was late by 3 mins. D: D: D: I'm really really sorry. I know it was wrong of me to come home so late, but i really tried my best. D: Please forgive me kayy..? D:
I really didn't want to come home so late. D:
Pwease pwease?
Really sorry honeyy sotong. D: D:
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @2:30 PM
please don't cry already kayy..? its contagious... esp to the people who love you. ><
no matter what happens, i'll always be there for you kayy...?
iloveyou.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @11:00 PM
Last post of the day! Before I go to sleep. :p
Okay, hmm... let's see.
Today morning there were people from sze chuan visiting us.
I was their buddy! My buddy's name is Li XinZe.
LOL, and he looks hot lah okay.
Girls you all should keep a look out for him. :p
Then after that err... toured around the school. Talked quite little compared to a lot of people, but still okay bahs.
Cause my chinese succkss like hell. I couldn't translate most of the english words to chinese words lah D:
Ahh, nvms. Tml they will be having lessons with us! POA. lol.
I wonder if they can understand what mrs ng will be saying tml hahaha.
Okay, then that's all. Missed chem and lit.
The mindmap still with me lehs! how ah? lol. Oh yah, mi tang sotong, thanks for helping me print out. :D
Okay, after that, errr.... Had phy, so ... **** .
I didn't say anything. :O
Okay then ended the day, went home with mi tang sotong, cause she looks so sleepy, like anytime can go into sleep walking instead of walking lol. Then i kept poking her hahaha, to keep her awake. Then she say she hungry go home cook noodle, i scared she cook halfway fall asleep, so pei her go her house cook before i went off. hahaha.
Then went for tuition, till 9.30! stayed back for a while cause i didn't understand what the hell was co-ordinates geometry -.- Crapped man. Then finished my remainder and factor theroem! yay~ The only one i liked so far. And i'm begginning to hate indices cause the maths homework so hard! D: The school one. =x
Oh well, going to sleep now tata peeps. hahaha.
Oh ya, sorry for not relinking ah. Will link and relink soon, cause nowadays damn busy! you see what time i'm posting now, and i have to be in school early tml because they are coming early again tml and i must bring them to class! lols.
*poke*
Mi tang sotong ah, 8 months alr lehhs. LOL.
You still remember a not? tskkkkk.
Hahaha, okayokay.
Stay happy ar! :p
Happy anniversary too!! hahaha.
iloveyou. ^^
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @8:46 PM
:O
Due to the popular demands from the tagbox to NOT close down my blog, I shall not close down my blog, at least for the time being haha.
Shall try to update daily lol.
Err...
Start with today, morning woke up and went to school as usual. Nothing happened.
Then it was elect hist. LOL.
Justin lied about our class being locked, so we wasted around 15mins walking around the school looking for a place, hahaha. In the end we still went back to our own class lol.
Then someone put contacts worrs. hahaha.
Yes you look prettier with your contacts, :p
But then rights, if it makes your eyes itch so much, don't force yourself to put kay.
People heart pain ah -.-
Kay anyways, after that * fast forward*
Had band. :O
then played for oreintation lol.
Quite funny hahaha.
Then waited for somebody until 7++ :O
Hahaha, then so scared someone pop out from no where sia lol.
A bit funny, and yes its scary.
ah, kay thats all, i'm going to do my maths now. :D
Mi tang sotong told me to do maths now. :p
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, January 12, 2009 @6:37 PM
Closing down the blog soon, lazy to post ah.
Besides no one really reads it anyways. hahaha.
And its better if I close it, then no one will know what I'm thinking. :O
Besides I think I'm close to suffering from depresion -.- Shitzx.
if girls are lisenced to cry, then boys are lisenced to feel jealous.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @9:33 PM
Today a lot of thoughts run through my mind lah, I also damn scared of myself sia.
Thoughts of commiting suicide and whatever.
But yah, thought about it and decided I need a good night sleep.
And when I wanted to sleep, I remembered I have to find some STUPID card and watch the 9pm show. mi tang sotong says its funny. so i just go watch uhs.
kay bye people, thanks for the concern today. much appreciated. :)
Like really thanks. hahaha.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, January 5, 2009 @6:31 PM
ah, didn't get to sleep.
instead made someone very angry.
蜂蜜乌贼! ( Couldn't find the chinese form for sotong. =x )
Really sorry! I didn't know I made you so pissed. D:
Really really really sorry! I won't be like that again kayy... ><
And you're not dumping me because of your friends kay, just treat it as I was joking or anythingg.
对不起!! D:
请你原谅我好吗？ ><
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
@6:00 PM
ahh, I feel like sleeping!
And now its only 6pm! And no I'm not a pig -.-
Then someone horrs, say she want to get contacts on wednesday lehhs.
Then dump me aside again, not bad rights! :O
Then like she not pretty enough like that, want to make herself more pretty, get contacts. :O
Ah, kay lah. *mumbles something to myself*
Bye! Off to sleep.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, January 4, 2009 @8:45 PM
Tagged by Esther to do this quiz.
Yes it kills boredom, thats why I'm doing it. hahaha.
1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Idk..? I haven't got kissed anywhere else before whaaats.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
* I want to go back to sleep *
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Idk...? I forgot... I think it was when we went to marina barage. O.o
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yaaah... Very. LOL.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yeap.
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
Yah, I think lol.
7: Do you want someone dead?
Maybe. :O
8: What does your last text message say?
" Everybody laugh at me when I wore my long pants lorhs. "
9:What are you thinking of right now?
Finding animals. LOL. ( Honeyy knows this. hahaha. )
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yesshh.
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
12.30am..?
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Forgotten where, but I bought this 4 years ago lol.
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yaaahhh...
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Jeslyn. o.o
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1.)Yunxuan
2.)Huixiu
3.)June
4.)Wenxian
5.)Anita
6.)Zhafri
7.)Eileen
8.)Genevieve
9.)Jody
10.)Jolin
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? Huixiu
Er... Nicholas. With star one. LOL.
16: Is 3 a male or a female? June
Err... 3/4 female, 1/4 male? LOL.
(hahaha sorry, female female. :p )
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? Eileen and Jolin
O.o I don't think they into les.
18: What is Number 1 studying about? Yunxuan
F&N. I know she hates it too haha. :p
19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Err... Some quite long ago, some just now only. hahaha.
20: Is Number 4 single? Wenxian
Idk leh. LOL. I shall ask him next time I see him.
21: Say something about Number 2. Huixiu
Crazy pig. lol.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? June and Zhafri
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING LOL.
23: Describe Number 9. Jody
Ah, how to describe? lol. She's nice? hahaha.
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? Zhafri and Eileen
Ah, I don't think they will ever fight.
Kayy... shall go find something to do, if nothing off to sleeeeeep. hahaha.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
